I just received a faint positive. I believe  I'm only 3weeks 2 days. This is the third time I have recieved such happy news. The first was also at 3w2d with my son who is a happy healthy 18 month old. The second was exactly one month ago today at 3w5d. 10 days later I had bleeding (which turned out to be a period) and I found out that I had miscarried around the 4 week mark (I still had a positive hcg count but it was so low and dropped so rapidly that they estimated it had happened around 4 weeks.).  I have never been filled with so much joy and fear at the same time. My doctor gave us the green light to try as soon as I was ready emotionally but we decided to not protect (as far as condoms) or track and let it happened when it happened. We did decide to not have sex during my firtle window just for the first cycle but apparently my ovulation was a little off. I don't even know how to feel. I love this child already and the thought of going through mc again... I just can't do it.