My rainbow baby is gone, my heart is broken

Nikki

In the hospital....My Worst fear has come true, my rainbow baby is not to be 😢😥.

Please pray for me/us, as I prepare yet again to hold the baby I cannot keep, another that i will not comfort when it cries or hold to my breast, and go home empty tomorrow to try and pick up the pieces of my shattered heart.

Im so grateful for the beautiful children I have, but I did so want to hold and take both of my two angels home..... .