the tww continues...

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So Glow says af is due tmrw (9/21) but there's no sign of her in sight. (Unless she's gonna be all EWCM..sorry TMI but I mean it's getting outta hand lol) I have basically every symptom known to women except vomiting...nausea but not vomiting. But I didn't have it with my first daughter either. We've been trying for a while so any other time I'd bug my Bestie abt every symptom...but my husband always knew as well. But something has been telling me to keep quiet this month so I listened....
Now I'm stuck because I'm isolating myself. Bestie is face timing like "wasssuppp I haven't heard from you 👀👀 I got my cycle WHAT ABT YOU?!?" 💀💀💀 & since I'm on Glow most of the time 🙃 he always asking me what I'm doing & im pretty sure he already knows what's going on after I damn near cried when he acted like he wasn't going to buy me more avocados after we ran out 😭 you would have thought I was dying! (But that's kinda how I was feeling 😳) I woke up from my 4 hr nap 🙈 to 10! & a "you better make those last😏" lol yeahhhh okay I'll try 😂😂😂
ANYWAY, does anyone have any diversion plans I could use? Af is due tmrw but I probably won't test until Friday or Monday at a free pregnancy clinic. Oh yeah, if anyone likes a good discount like me, google one in your city. Usually they test for free and give a limited ultrasound if confirmed positive. They also give advice and guidance for those in need. But I have no shame in saying, I'M MARRIED, TTC & YES LEMME GET A FREE TEST PLEASE.😅 It's hard every month when they say BFN buttttttttt this month I have a feeling it will be different. Baby dust & FX to everyone ! ✨✨