I have so much goin on in my life...My mom just started her chemo, I'm pregnant, I'm goin through a break up with my ex of 7 yrs and father of my unborn I'm constantly taking off work to check or be with my mom on top of the days when I just don't feel like it. I'm depressed my pregnancy is depressing because it's not how I imagined things. Then I'm the oldest so I'm constantly having to take charge of the medical stuff as far as callin the dr and being at appts on top of goin to my own high risk appts and trying to pay my bills with no money cuz I don't go to work. M