frustrated

Mariah
I seriously can't stand to be pregnant anymore...I feel like I'm going crazy...
My back hurts and I have head aches... I don't even want to eat anymore...I'm tired.
I tried everything but drinking castor oil..(I refused to drink that, and not because I'm not desperate, but because I don't want to hurt the baby).
I just feel like my husband isn't helping me at all...I feel like I'm going everything all by myself and I'm so freaking frustrated...I don't know what to do...I want to scream...
I'm so upset..I can't stop crying. I hate this, and I hate this feeling...
I'm 40 weeks and 2 days...