I need some enthusiasm to get through. My story is this. After a long and terrible relationship for 9 years. I ended it, it was the best decision I ever made. After all I finally met the man of my dreams we are married now almost 2 years. But we have been trying the last 7 months since him coming to this country. I went to fertility specialist and I was told my ovaries are aging faster then normal. I am one of 10% of women who have this. I know my husband won't leave me if we can not conceive but I am still scared and praying. We both wants kids so much We both think about it all the time. And I know it not good to think too much and obsssieve about but we can't help it. I always wanted kids and I am hoping every day to become pregnant. Ladies and Gents anyone have some advise hot to keep sane? I amlatterly going nuts.  Thank you in advance from my heart.