Welp ovulating today and SO doesn't want to have sex. Because "we just did it yesterday" because I told him we're suppose to yesterday today. The second time we had sex all month was yesterday. Just like every month. But nope he doesn't want to because his phones more important. So glad I don't have to worry if I can get pregnant or not anymore because looks like I'll never get it anyways. Serious so close to buying a pack of smokes and starting because fuck it, what do I have else to lose.