Hey you guys. I am up almost two hours early due to another dream.... nightmare I should say. I've been having repeated dreams of my husband having an affair and/or leaving me and those were pretty bad, but this one takes the cake. Tonight I dreamed that my 5 year old died. In my dream she had some childhood disease that did it. (She is perfectly healthy....that I know of) It was so real and detailed. I was having to call my parents and I remember their reactions. I remember even looking at her lip gloss in the dream and just breaking down. I even was planning my suicide because I didn't even think I could make it past that day. I am being completely tortured at night. It's like my brain is taking my worst fears and just fucking with me. When I read back on this, the description doesn't do it justice. I am sick to my stomach right now and an emotional mess.