miscarriage

ok so a month ago now i found out i was pregnant. i was sent to different ultrasound techs one after another only to be told that i had an ectopic pregnancy- meaning the baby was growing in my right tube instead of in my uterus. there's no way to get it moved into the uterus, meaning you have no choice other than to terminate the pregnancy. i'm only 18 so it was probably for the best anyways considering i'm really in no position to be able to properly raise a baby and be able to provide everything it needed. but honestly, i miss it every day. i miss everything about being pregnant, even the bad all the way to the brutal morning sickness i had. ever since i was given the medication to terminate the pregnancy, i've felt so empty. and eventually the medication will result in a miscarriage- and ever since that happened i feel like i haven't been the same. i'm not really happy and i feel really disconnected and every time i see a baby i cry. every time i walk past the baby section in a store it feels like my stomach is upside down and my heart is ripped out. i'm having a hell of a time getting over this feeling- and i was wondering if anyone had any suggestions/ advice or maybe if anyone's gone through a similar situation? thanks:)