WARNING TMI 2 miscarriages in a row thanks FERTILAID

Jennifer

OK so I've been avoiding this forum and people in General. My husband and I had a Miscarriage back on May the 12th....It was the most devastating thing that has ever happened to me. I just saw the baby's beating heart on the ultrasound 3wks before. So to wittness the lifeless body in the sac was the most heart wrenching thing...I wouldn't wish on my WORST ENEMY! We gave our selves a cpl months to heal and soon I found out I was Expecting AGAIN! We got pregnant on August 19th. AND wouldn't you believe it our EDD was the exact day we lost our last. MAY THE 12TH! It was a true blessing. I felt as if everything was meant to be...My husband was sceptical about the whole thing. Saying he doesn't want to get too attached until we knew we were out of the clear. Well I went to the Doctors on September 12th to have my betas checked. They were 2400 seemed to be right on target considering I was 5wks. I also had an u/s done me being a high risk for ectoptic pregnancy. The u/s showed there was a gestational sac but too early to see the yolk sac. Dr told me come back on the 15th for another blood draw to make sure levels were doubling the way they should. So I came back and surprise my levels were 5600! Yay I was soooo excited. However on the way home I experienced a very odd discharge was yellow clear sticky! Followed by a GUSH of BLOOD! I immediately freaked out but refused to admit I was having another miscarriage!!! I mean the Dr said I would most likely bleed a little from the pelvic exam he did. Well as soon as i got home i had got a pad just to be sure i wasn't bleeding to much. Shortly after I felt a odd sensation of a very large clot come out.. I almost refused to look down. But when I did I saw yet another gestational sac! I felt like I was in a episode of the Twilight Zone...Like none of this was real and I was gonna wake up anytime now. I was so distraught and in denile I actually picked through the contents of the sac only to discover a formless blob with a tiny umbilical cord attached. After I saw this is just felt numb I didn't cry I didn't tell DH I just refused to admit it was over. The Dr scheduled me an appointment for that coming Monday the 19th. Hubby came with me this time. I didn't tell anyone until we saw a completely EMPTY uterus on the u/s. I've done so much research and the only thing I can make a connection between is the fact that I was taking Fertilaid both times! I have a 9yr old DD and a 5yr old DS. I've read countless cases of women conceiving so easily and fast with fertilaid only to loose the pregnancy in the first trimester! So my warning is to any women taking Fertilaid or Vitex buyer beware!

First two pics are the most recent miscarriage

Last is the one from May I was 7wks you can clearly see the baby if you zoom in!