I need to vent. no judgement please...
I am so stressed out! My husband and I have been trying to buy a house for the past 3 almost 4 months and our mortgage broker has done nothing but drag his feet and lie to us. Now I'm 6 weeks away from my due date and we are STILL not closed yet on top of the fact that we have to remodel parts of the house we are buying. The sellers are getting antsy thinking we are just stringing them along. They have to sign their fourth, yes FOURTH contract extension tonight and we have to pay $600 (rent essentially) just so we can still move in tomorrow because we were supposed to close today just to find out yesterday that I hasn't even made it to the USDA office like we were told two weeks ago. We go to our mortgage brokers boss and he is just as bad. Dragging his feet and not getting stuff done like he said he would... THEN I keep getting HUGE hospital bills from an accident that was a year ago tomorrow (two days before my wedding). Some lady wasn't paying attention pulled out in front of me and I didn't have time to stop. I hit her going 50 miles an hour then she tried to flee the scene in the process she spun my car side ways then I got T-boned by a car going 50mph. I lost the baby I was pregnant with and now the woman who was at fault insurance company refuses to pay anything and my PIP was maxed out on my insurance leaving almost $6,000 in medical bills. My husband is blaming everything on me and he is being super insensitive. I'm at the point where I am so stressed out and on the verge of such a nervous break down I almost wish I could be induced. I know how terrible of me wishing I could have my baby before I'm full term I'm just so scared that my stress is going to hurt her. She's already moving less and her heart rate was lower at my last appointment but my doctor doesn't seem worried. So now I'm stressed that my stress is hurting her. I can't seem to catch a break. I don't need crtisim so please go else where if that's all you're going to do. Thanks for reading all of this.
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