What would you do if

Okay so you are going to the movies with the boy you like (keep in mind that you guys have held hands before this date and hug and stuff and are comfortable with each other). When you get there, it isn't awkward and you both joke around and so far, it's a good date! You know your gonna have a good time!

Background info about me (the person on the date). I have never had a boyfriend (I'm 15). I'm pride af. If your not what I want, I wave goodbye. I've friend zoned so many people. Some people think it's bad but I just call it knowing my worth. I know what I want in a guy. I'm not a bitch, I do give them a chance and time to get to know them and I don't care about looks.

So on with the story.... you walk into the movie theatre and find a seat. He grabs your hand as usual and you guys are just making small talk and watching the ads before the movie. And then he asks the question.

"Do you want to kiss now or wait until later?" He asks.

You feel your face getting red so thank god it's dark in there, right?

"I don't know." You answer, trying to avoid the topic and just see where it goes. You've only been talking for a week and this is your fist kiss. You're still getting to know him and you want to wait a little bit! You're not even sure if you like him that much yet!

"Would you be nervous if I just leaned in?" He says.

Your thinking: okay boy, your 15 and not a virgin, the last girls at the movies you have fingered both of them, the movie isn't even on yet, slow the f down.

You tell him, "right now? It's so soon." But he leans in anyway, impatient like.

You don't kiss him back and then he starts to get all butt hurt. "Why aren't you kissing me back?" He complains. He grabs your inner thigh and does it again and you still don't kiss back, and start laughing against his lips. Why the f is he eating my face? He knows this is a first kiss and it should be sweet and gentle, holy shit!

A while later, he says "let's try again." And this time it's better. You don't know why you even kissed him back. Who am I? You wonder. Why am I making out with this kid? Me? The prude? You feel kind of gross but for the sake of the date, you keep kissing and just pray it will end soon!

You wonder: I'm just like everyone else he's been with. You let him do what he wants. This isn't me. This doesn't feel right!

Finally the movie ends and you hug him goodbye, praying he won't want to kiss you but indeed, he does. He pulls you in before you can make your escape and tried eating your face again. You pull away and say "oops." (Tf?😂) and then basically run outside and dive into your rides car.

You get home, lay in your bed, and call your best friend to tell her everything, still in a daze of confusion and you still don't feel like yourself. All the times you pictured your first kiss was with a guy you loved and was gentle and sweet but now you have to explain how this one is just.. fucked!

You tell your friend bye and then go to sleep because you just don't want to think about it. You don't want to talk to him the next day.. and in the heat of the moment when he asked "will you go out with me?" You said yes! Now you have to "break up."

So ladies, this was my night. Any input? I want to end things with him. He's just not my type. He's not gentle, sweet, or anything. He just wanted to kiss and stuff like he has with all his past dates with other girls. What do I do? I don't want to be with him anymore.

LG[B]TQA

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