I'm so torn! Don't know what to do! 😩😩

Lauren
Dh and I have been talking about doing a gender reveal party, I've always loved watching them! And I think they're fun!! On the flip side, I think when that day comes I'm going to be so flipping emotional knowing I have a piece of paper in an envelope in my hand containing the gender of our baby that I'll want to just rip it to shreds right then and there to find out. I'm already tearing up about it. My husband really really wants to do a gender reveal. I just have a feeling when that day comes I'm going to be an emotional wreck. Is it worth waiting until the party?? I really would love for us and our family to all find out together, but don't know if I'll have the will power to wait 😕😕😕😕