I feel lonely ... I don't have anyone to talk to.. My husband is the only person I know and could talk to but I can't because I feel like he doesn't really care about anything interesting that might've happen in my day. Though I love to listen to how his day went. I don't have any girl friends who I can hang out with. I feel I have a problem trusting females. I don't have guy friends ... I only have co workers and i don't really speak to them about my personal life... I know how to hide my feelings very well now and I've been careless about my social life. My husband has his friends but he doesn't really include me when they are around. Only a few bc they're girls are around but if its only guys I just stay away. I think I he doesn't like it. Sometimes he tries to tell me to go somewhere while he hangs with them. Which sometimes I understand he wants his time with just the guys .. Its just getting to me.. Not having friends . not being able to go to my girlfriend house and hang out or her come over.. Idk im just lonely