Fine I'll say it, the thing most of us think but maybe don't want to say. I'm disappointed im having a boy. I really wanted a girl. I feel like I haven't been excited about this pregnancy to begin with, even after the heartbeat and sonogram everyone said you would get excited and I'm not. And now with the news of the boy, I'm definitely not excited one bit. I should be grateful that I can conceive given many women struggling. Is anyone else feeling this way?