I'm excited baby is healthy, and I know I'm less upset than I would've been had I not lost my first baby. I just SO wanted a girl. My whole life I wanted a girl. And so I'm trying hard not to be disappointed. But the anticipation was killing me, and I'm glad to know. I'm having a Liam not a Lottie. And he's healthy. And I'm trying to focus on that. I'm just a little sad this isn't my Lottie Mae..