I think I may actually be feeling better!

I have been so upset since I lost the baby and the three month mark is approaching. My best friend called me to tell me she was about to start trying for a baby and at first I was a little pissed that she was being insensitive but I didn't say anything. But then I realized that I was the one being insensitive. I can't get jealous of everyone else's joy because of my pain. I think realizing that finally flipped the right switch in my mind and although I still miss my baby and the loss still stings a bit, I may actually be moving on from this. I feel like a huge weight has finally been lifted from me. It may be short lived. I may be having a breakdown tomorrow, but for now, I actually feel a little bit of peace from this loss.