just broke down as my students were walking into my classroom

Nadine
I've Been feeling pretty emotional this week. Af due on Saturday and I already know it's gonna be a bfn. Another teacher had asked me what's going on since I haven't been myself lately. And for the first time, I just broke down crying. I couldn't control it!! And my students started walking in the room 10 min later as I'm having like an anxiety attack..... What the hell is wrong with me!? Why am I so stressed about this!? Well, I know why. I have MS and had to stop my treatment before I started to try to get pregnant and i can't be off of my treatment for too long. This is why I'm stressed. And I just feel like I don't want to worry anyone with telling them this. My husband knows how stressed I am but other than that I brush it off. Oh and if one more person asks me if I'm pregnant I will literally punch them!!! Sorry guys. Had to vent.