It's 1230 pm and I'm already done.

He was up all night. I had a 3 hour block of sleep followed by two 30 minutes blocks. Cool, I can handle it.

He was super gassy, crying, fussy. Cool, got it. Breast milk leaking through my pajamas, hair a mess, mascara all over my face, body odor out of this world. House is a mess...starting to wear on me.

Finally, he went to sleep about an hour ago, due to wake up in appx 20 minutes to eat again. Do I eat, shower, pump, clean, laundry, sanitize bottles? Start going through my list, finally get to eat. Drop ketchup all over my milk soaked pajamas. I'm wearing an entire meal with extra condiments.

Ok, shower time. Turn on the shower. He wakes up. I'll shoot for the shower next round. I'm totally tagging out when my husband gets home 😁

Though, I'll tell you. I see this face and it's all ok. We will get through this day. Even if I have to end it early!

One month down, a lifetime to go.