Induction

So due to my medical history my doctors are not going to let me go much further. They scheduled me for Monday at 1930. They said it's my last chance at a VBAC. I really do hope that all goes well with the induction. So far my body is beginning to do the same thing it did with my son 5 years ago. The last 3 weeks my cervix was getting soft and I was dilated 1.5-2cm. Today cervix is all the way to the back, and 100% closed. Baby is still doing great. My body just isn't going for it. My son was 2 weeks over his date and my body did the same thing with him. So rather than chance having another 10lb 11oz baby via emergency c section and a truck load of complications we're going to take the safe route. I know that this is all in the best interest of my little one. I just wish that I didn't have to feel like such a failure a second time around.