I have decided to stop with the breast feeding. It has been so much work for the last two weeks. Everyone pushes breastfeeding and I have made a valiant to give my baby the best nutrition. But I am so tired I can't do this anymore. I feel like a failure that I can't do this but I want to spend time with my boys too not just constantly attached to a pump and baby constantly on my boob. I will miss the closeness and the cuddles but fed is fed and happy is happy, right?