My husband and I have been going through some real trying times. We were right on the brink of ending our marriage, but then we both decided that we're going to give 110% of ourselves for the next year and see if we can work things out.

The thing is.. I want to be with him. I've never met anybody more compatible for me. But I wanna be with other men.. I'm not saying I'm gonna suggest an open marriage, but I'm just not that attracted to my husband anymore, and my hormones are going crazy. It's just the physical aspect.. I've fallen out of love with my husband, so instead of sex being intimate, it's just sex now. And I want exciting new sex. I'm not going to cheat. I just don't know how to shut these feelings off.

I've been watching porn tons lately because my sex drive is crazy high right now.. but the thought of being with my husband does nothing for me..