Feeling Depressed
Today I found out my ex has a new girlfriend through his brother and wife who still talk to me because they were really nice people. I feel like I am slowly getting over him but I can't help but feel so upset I just wanna break down. The weight in my chest :( . Because he was really my first love and we were forced to separate bc of his dad.
He found someone so fast... I feel like I'm so ugly and fat and stupid. I'm 20 and I'm not trying to get into a relationship until I fix myself. I feel like all I wanna do is sleep... I want to kill myself... I have even though of just going to the ocean and just walking straight into the ocean and letting the ocean take me. :(
I feel like I will never find anyone, I can't even get pregnant... I know I have time but I hate this feeling. I just want to have someone to love and to love me back ... I am independent but sometimes just being independent sucks...
I dnt know what to do anymore! Why me :(
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