TMI... But I need HELP!!!

Donyeta
Ok so this is VERY weird to say but I need to know! I've had two beautiful babies natural and still I don't know how to check my CM what am I suppose to feel for? Lol this is wayyyyy more than TMI but I need to know. Me and my husband have two kids together but before we got married and I asked my husband what did he want as his wedding gift and he said a little boy.... it's been 7 months since then! 💔💔💔