So I decided to go clothes shopping this weekend for myself for the first time in a year! And it made me feel awful!

I'm approaching the age of 30 😕 in about 2 months which is already hard on me.

But any how I get to the store and I think to myself "Where do I start?" I knew I needed jeans, so I decided to try the petite department of the store. I tried on 4 pairs of jeans and all of them just made my thighs and butt look huge!

So I moved over to the junior department and tried on some of their jeans. The fit was great but then I almost broke down when I saw the size that fit. They were a size 15!!!! Before pregnancy I was a size 5. I did purchase the jeans and found a few loose fitting tops, which I need now to hide this little belly I still have.

I guess what I'm trying to say is I never realized how much your body changes after you give birth. Your hips get wider, your butt gets bigger, your arms get fatter and you have this belly pooch that is so hard to get rid of. I'm having a hard time accepting this, but little by little I realize it's all worth it when I see my beautiful daughters face ❤