Struggling a little with depression today. First experience with MC last month, trying to wait patiently for AF to show so I can start over with calculating cycles egg. I have no friends locally because it's such a small town and very few people my age. Still haven't lost all the baby weight from my daughter (18mo) and having more disagreements with DH that make me feel like a terrible person. apparently I've been making him feel awful about things I had no idea I was. LO was up multiple times in the night and I was the one to get up because he didn't hear the fussing. Been up for hours because I couldn't go back to sleep. Just feeling low and any kind words are welcome!