was the due date but no more!!

Have been having a great weekend so far as it was my big baby girls birthday yesterday 8th oct, had wicked day celebrating and carried the celebrations over to today with friends and family and food.. every one has gone my girlie gone to bed as has school in the morning so me and the hubby are chilling in the conservatory listening ton music we both love and I hear a song  massive attack tear drop and in start balling my eyes out and come to realisation that my lil piglet would be due in the next couple of weeks but sadly I lost him/her when 7 weeks pregnant.. now some people might think that I'm being stupid but I don't care or give a fuck about them.. it still hurts and I'm still hurting..... just so happy treat I have my gawjus man and my beautiful daughter to help me through this xxx