annoyingly

Super annoyed ... when u have been trying and trying to conceive and then you get a message from some one in your family is pregnant you find it unfair and you cant find who to blame when you have been trying ttc in more than 3 years and instead of being you its them when it takes them just 1 month u dont find an answer who to blame you start questioning is god even around is he hearing you is he seeing you suffer so many unanswered questions can anybody relate?