New here...lost my daughter at 39.5 weeks in 09/07/2016

⚓❄Mary❄⚓ • 31, married almost 2 years (together almost 4years). Healing from loss at 39.5 weeks. Ttc #2, we have a beautiful 4 year old boy
Hello.... Just reaching out. Super nervous about it. We lost our daughter, Brailynn on 09/07. Her umbilical cord had a knot in it and she didn't make it. It's been devastating. We picked up her ashes on Sunday and I'm really upset. Just feel so angry. I should be caring for her and instead I'm grieving and trying to heal. Just wanted to reach out. Feeling very alone today