anticipation is killing me

Becky • 💙 7/2017 #2 due 💗2/2020
Ahhh!! The anticipation is killing me!!! 5 days before AF I know you could technically test now but the app says not to take it in case of a false negative. I can take a PT on Saturday! That would be 2 days before.....how do I keep my mind off of this? I don't think this will be our month we BD at day 16 and 17 but there is always some hope