what to do now..

Well I was having a play date with my best friend and I have been 4 days late on my period, but I'm usually late for a few days and then AF comes along. Today she thought I should take a pregnancy test just to rule out the possibility and for the fact that my birthday is on Friday and we would be drinking. I took a family dollar test that was like 4$ and this happened. I was surprised because I had a miscarriage back in July and it's been hard for this to conceive. I then later texted my boyfriend and told him and I didn't seem to get the response I was hoping for. I'm a little on the fence now about the whole thing and I don't know how to feel. This is of course something I want as a couple and a family. I figured I let some time pass for me to relax and just process this all together and maybe reach out to him again. I'm just confused on how he feels anymore.. about this situation, about us altogether. If anyone has any advice I'm open for it. I'm just in a sucky spot.