Am I going crazy?

Last night i woke up to the smell of downy fabric softener smell.....

Well when I first met my fiance that's what he and his house smelled like. We don't use downy Here at my moms house.

Well my fiancee passed away 3 months ago yesterday.

I have been very upset because our baby should make her arrival anytime soon and I wake up to this smell

That clearly was his smell. Made me wonder if he was watching over me

I walked around the house and the laundry room and the house didn't have that smell just my room.