overweight and morning sickness

Anyone else overweight and almost wishing you would get morning sickness so you would lose a little weight?! Or am I just crazy? Obviously I don't want it to hurt the baby, but the weight is killing me:/  I've already gained 5lbs and I'm only 6 weeks 1 day. I haven't been eating terrible and I'm not just laying around. I'm terrified of gaining weight this pregnancy. I gained 41lbs my first pregnancy. My weight fluctuated until I got pregnant this time. I ended up only being 6lbs less than I was when I had my first....