stressed the F out!

Mariah
I'm super stressed and I try my best not to be I swear the only thing keeping a smile on my face is my baby girl both of them! I have a two year old and I'm 30 weeks pregnant I just feel so ugh and pissed off all the time my boyfriend and I moved together which is great I guess he just pisses me off sometimes which is normal PLUS I'm letting my older brother live with us until he gets on his own feet now I knew it wouldn't be a good idea my patience with my brothers are at a low state they annoy me and I can't stand them for a long period of time. Yes I know I'm a horrible sister but I get annoyed easily. I clean, cook go grocery shopping watch my daughter drop my older brother and my boyfriend to and up from work (my boyfriend has a rotating shift) plus I also have a full time job neither one of them cleans up after themselves and sometimes my lovely boyfriend acts like a prick in front of my brother to show off I guess? And it's about to make me turn into a bitch completely. He pays rent, car note, insurance and other bills that are in his name, while I pay for food, gas, water, electricity, babysitter and Internet and household products such as toilet paper shower stuff, oh and I pay for my baby diapers and stuff she needs. I'm about to explode I just need the house to myself with them gone (brother and boyfriend) they put me in a shitty mood I stay to myself and try to talk to my boyfriend to get me in a better mood and that hasn't worked he just pisses me off more. I literally went in the closet just to cry to make me feel better I'm just so tired I feel like I do everything and it's wearing me down 😔 I don't know how long I can last living with these two I just want my brother to hurry up and move out! I have no where to go to be alone and now my weekend is limited time since my brother works Saturday and I wanted to go out of the house for a bit which I might do anyways and find somebody else who can take him to the house. I just needed to vent I feel like nobody will understand my struggle my mom makes excuses and try to make me feel bad for wanting him to move out ASAP and my boyfriend doesn't care he just says I'm mean to my brother or gets offended if I call his BS. Thank you 😔😔😔