Never In My Life.!!!

Just wanted to share what happened to me today.. Keep in mind I had a miscarriage Aug. of last year.. I was having some slight pinkish stuff when I wiped and this went on for a few days so ofcoarse I was on edge thinking the worst.. So I went to the Dr. and they said they were gonna do another ultrasound (we had one done at 6wks1d everything was fine we saw the heartbeat but couldnt really hear it yet). So here I am 8wks2d they are doing the ultrasound in the office and I saw in their eyes that something was wrong.. When I say their I mean the 2 Drs in the room. And then one says Im soooo sorry unfortunately we are not detecting a heartbeat today.. I automatically started crying she hugged me and said Im really sorry.. We are gonna send you downstairs to get a more detailed ultrasound to "confirm" what we found today.. So I go downstairs, everyone looking at me cause you could tell Id been crying.. They called me back and said go ahead and lay down and pull your shirt up.. She puts the gel on my tummy and as soon as she put it on my tummy all you heard was the sound of a galloping horse (what it sounded like). I immediately started crying harder than I did the first time.. She even started crying and said OMG I am soooo sorry you had to go thru that.. What an emotional roller coaster.. 171 beats per minute..