so many guys idk😩

I was head over heels for this guy. Like I was obsessed and this was a year ago and I still miss him a lot of the time. I'm currently seeing this new guy but he doesn't make me feel nearly the same way. It's just eh. And I feel bad I know I need to break it off but I really do wish I liked him. I'm 17 and in one of my classes there's this other guy I sometimes catch looking at me and he'll smile from across the room... but I'm pretty sure he's at least 24 or 25. Idk if he knows how young I am. I'm just confused and I want the first guy back but I know I can't and I just feel like my emotions are spiraling out of control at this point😭😭