petrified

Lisa
So with just over 2 weeks till our scheduled c section and I'm petrified.
We had a bad birth with our first resulting in an emergency section due to a few underlying problems which weren't detected until the last minute. 
I shouldn't compare, my worries are will I be ok through the section.. will I be ill again, will my baby be born breathing, will she be ok, infection risks. As we had all this with my son he was very poorly with meconium poisoning and In neonatal for 10 days. 
I just don't want anything to go wrong 😔 I really can't help how I'm feeling I'm really anxious 
My midwives don't seem to have any answers for my concerns, I'm under a consultant who has been fab I just can't shake this