Getting hopeless... depressed... it just sucks...

Faith
I had my miscarriage early this year and it's just everyday all I can think about is how far along I'd be. Today I'd be 36 weeks Monday would be 37.... I really wish my baby would've made it.... I feel terrible on the inside. All I want is my baby.... we've been trying ever since and no luck... not even one positive... but my period keeps playing games with me and I get my hopes up and then it's a bfn. I found out at 2 weeks and even though that was super early I still knew I had a baby my little blessing and miracle inside me and it's all I want.... I want my baby.... 😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔