😔 It's not even a bad day I'm just crying for no reason..But the fact that my SO got mad just makes me feel worse. I didn't want to go out with his mom and sister today and he got mad slammed the door and left. And i don't know but I feel like things aren't the same. Still haven't gotten my first ultrasound, it still feels unreal for me,despite being 15weeks+1...and I'm not feeling happy even though I know I should..or at least I see all these other moms all happy and stuff, I wish that was me. This morning I cried because I asked my SO to scratch my back 😂 but he said no. I feel as though being pregnant isn't really bringing us together but farther apart.. maybe I'm just complaining but I wish he'd put an effort into things other than saying he works and gives me money.

I feel as though the only time he put an effort into things was after my MC in December. And that just makes me feel worse. I don't know what to do,I feel like I can't talk to him about this because he isn't the type to talk ...he just avoids things til everything settles down.