History of bulimia and now pregnant!

Hey ladies! I am looking for some other women who have had eating disorders and are now pregnant. I was bulimic for 12 years and being pregnant has really been a challenge for me. Hearing about not gaining too much weight and also just eating an extra 200-300 cal a day is making me crazy!!! I really need women who have had a serious disorder to talk to- if you are just scared of getting too fat- but you don't have a past history...I can't relate!