so i need advice pls

me and my husband broke up because he is a lech literally, we have been together for 7 months never once has he got a job and never once has he paid any bills . it was an accident me getting pregnant, i went to get an abortion when i was earlier in the weeks i believe 8 weeks and when i went it just so happen that the nurse called in sick and they forgot to call a handful of people back which i was one of them , i don't know if you guys ever been to an abortion clinic but it's very traumatic because there are a bunch of protesters and people against what your doing and screaming bible verses at you . so anyhow i came back home and then never went back because i feel like it's meant to be for me to be a mom and i've never been pregnant before with a real baby , i've had a miscarriage of a sac and that's it . so anyways my mom said i should do adoption and i can't stay in her house if i have the baby and no support and it makes me very sad and discouraged . so what should i do ?