My Pregnancy Story

This is my 3rd pregnancy and I am praying I can get my wish granted to carry, hopefully, my 1st baby all the way through.

My last 2 pregnancies were miscarried. I was young, 18years old and 13w with my 1st pregnancy. Got to hear the heart beat and everything but I believe God did not think I would be ready which I am thankful for his decision because my high school sweetheart and I ended up separating after 2 more years.

My 2nd pregnancy was 9w and my home tests kept showing the hcg with a faded 2nd line so I got worried and checked with my doc. Had an ultra sound, found the embryo but there was no baby in it growing. And because it turned out to be an ectopic pregnancy as well I had to get it chemically removed with a shot on the side of my butt to avoid rupture of my falopian tube and surgery. It was all really scary and I couldn't get over it for a bit. In that year, my boyfriend of 1 year at the time left me for his ex wife that he was seperated with 6month before we met. I would have been a single mother at 23 that ended up homeless. And the thought of being able to carry my pregnancy then would result in me losing my baby anyway.

Now, with my 3rd pregnancy; I am 8w3d. Showed up positive with home tests and got another positive from my local clinic. Currently, I am waiting to go to my 1st ultra sound appt and I am praying to see my little gummy bear there. If I do, I plan on announcing my pregnancy when I am around 5-6 months to avoid a 'breaking news' - situation with my family, just incase I have another miscarraige; not great on dealing with empathy. I really wish to not be put in the same outcome as my 2ndPregnancy but unfortunately I am. Cried over it for a bit but I am great now because of this little blessing of mine. And I'll keep praying and praying that I can be able to have him/her, whichever God can send me, it would be the greatest Christmas present of all. Please send me your support and prayers my lovelies.

And thank you for bothering to read.