...to my best friend's daughter's christening. At first, she said that she wants me to be her godmother. When the baby was born she didn't talk about it anymore and I didn't ask, I didn't want to make her feel like she HAS to choose me, but I was disappointed when I found out that I'm not going to be the godmother after all. I still don't know who is. She wants to be our daughter's godmother though, I'm due in early February...

Today I found out that she doesn't even want us to the christening. I asked her if the invitation got lost or something since the christening is next weekend and we still haven't received anything. She said that they're just inviting the people that are closest to them... It kind of hurt, we've been friends for a long time and we've been supporting each other through our pregnancies. We started trying for a baby at the same time, and even though I got three miscarriages before our beloved rainbow daughter and she had a healthy successful pregnancy on the first try, I was still there for her and supported her even though I was in so much pain for losing a baby after a baby after a baby.

She even asked me to loan a dress for her to the christening and of course I was happy to do so... I hate to be so bitter but I'm really hurt :( And I don't think I want her to be my daughter's godmother either. What would you do in my situation?