Wanting to try again so badly!

Allison • 28 years old, 2 miscarriages in ‘15 & ‘16. Married 💍. 💙 KJS 6/30/18 💙 BBS 4/29/22
So I'm not technically ttc but I wasn't sure where else to post this. My unplanned (but very much wanted) pregnancy ended around 7 weeks about 2 months ago. My baby fever pretty much stopped for a while, due to the emotional pain. But it's back and stronger than ever. 
I'm only 20, and even though I know it isn't the best time, I want to try again so badly that I physically ache sometimes. The desire is so strong. I don't know how to handle this! I haven't told my BF these feelings because I know that we aren't ready for a baby yet, but it's all I can think about. 
Have any of you experienced this after a loss, knowing the timing is wrong?