BITTER SWEET

Had my tubal ligation surgery on Oct 18th after having my 3rd child Aug 16th due to high risk and possible defects that could happen to any of what would have been future pregnancies. So far I am at peace with my decision. In a lot of pain and enjoying my baby boy the best I can since I can't carry him right now due to him being over 13lbs. I hope this pain goes away soon and I heal fast.