" When I was 18 years old i dropped out of High school and never went back and im 21 now. I was 18 when my Husband and I met and got married as soon as we married we had talked about my Diploma well I get enrolled into a online School and my husband started paying it Monthly well during that time i was doing it and we were still living together @ all then the Military deployed my husband over sea for a year! We only got 6 Months together, we didn't get to spend our first year of marriage together.

The hardest thing I ever had to do was tell him goodbye for a Year. I went to stay with his Aunt and Uncle and I can't even begin to explain all my experiences while he was gone Good and bad,, my life but I did it and I missed him so badly. When he left i went back to my hometown and stayed with his people and I went to the old school and got my transcript and turned it in to the online school I am doing now. I worked on it so much while my husband was deployed but a course not nearly enough cause I'm not finished yet and it was a bit upsetting and I know your probably like well I had all that time to do so no it wasn't all that damn easy by no means! A lot happen while he was gone and honestly it was a total nightmare for me for a year.

Now that he's back witch he has been a year now, just really still don't have all that much drive I mean I do and then I don't I know that I have to do it one way or another but I don't know why I struggle so much I have a wonderful husband who paid off my school witch was $850 something for a high school diploma and I haven't completed it yet, I Just feel like i had that option to graduate while I was in high school but I did the opposite and I always feel like I'm to late, and another thing I always feel like I'm to old now to try to do this and as bad as it sounds I was going hardcore on completing it and then I skip my period now I'm pregnant and I've been off topic every since June.......

Msybe I'm just letting my mind adjust and some of you might call me crazy and tell me this and that witch is true but I guess I'm just trying to see if there's another out there struggling with the same thing so I want feel so alone, I know I need this more now then ever for my baby Girl sake and my husband sake and for the Future when he gets out of the military in a year and a half it's just so much has been going on I just feel like I don't ever have the drive to do it but it must be done ✔!!!! My husband tells me all the time that he knows so many women who are Jealous of me and the fact that he helps me the way he does I just need to get my 🚗 drive,, Motivation back