I feel bad and need help

Abbygayle • I am a tour manager, stagehand, photographer, and merchant. I love music and the music scene!
My babe and I have been together for a year, just about. Well I have had a vibrator since I was 16 years old. (Yes that's a young age but no regrets) Ever since then my boyfriend has not been able to make me orgasm we've tried many many different positions, lubes, condoms, and we've even tried the clitorial stimulation toy while having sex, but nothing has done good. I feel bad every time because I feel like his ego drops every time. What is a way that's helped you?