Confused. Hurt. Disappointed. Or over exaggerating

DeenBobby
This morning I woke a to spotting soI took a digital pregnancy test and it said pregnant. I took a clearblue text, 1 negative, 1 positive. I took a dollar general pregnancy test and negative. However, a week ago I took a dollar general test and both was positive but faint lines. I don't have any cramps and if I do they are very mild. I wiped didn't see blood and next time I pee I saw some when I wiped. Im so afraid to go to er just to be told I miscarriage. This will be my 3rd one in a year and I'm not getting any younger. I'm all of the above my topic states. I'm supposed to be 5 weeks and 3 days. I forgot to mention I do have fibroid, but I'm still thinking the worst do to past experience.