tomorrow is gender day...

Ashley
I am sooo nervous. I'll be 19 weeks tomorrow. 
I've waited for this day since I seen the plus sign on the test... 
I want a girl but I'll be fine with either. I feel like it's a boy anyways. 
But the neevousness is killing me. I feel like I'm about to interview the president. Why am I so nervous!? 
I keep reminding myself that I'm JUST finding out the gender of my child. (Second child) That it's nooo big deal, but here I am reminding myself to breathe. 
I have diagnosed anxiety and I catch my hands shaking at times bc of how nervous I am. 
I know it's kinda funny but I'm just trying to make it through the day without pooping my pants. Lol 
My apt is at 9:30 am. So about 24 hours from now.