I don't know what the heck is wrong with me tonight but all it took was my husband asking how I was doing my maternity leave for me to just start crying ☹️ I'm a hairstylist so every week I take off is a week I have to pay $100 for my booth. Yes, it sucks but this is what I decided when I became a business owner. I got very bad post partum with my last little one and was back to work 3 weeks later. This time I want to take the full 6 weeks which puts me getting back behind the chair the week before Christmas. I'm also stressing because in a holiday week in November or December I usually make 3 times what I normally make :( my husband thinks I should just stay gone until 1st of January and just worry about Etta and myself. I don't even know anymore. I'm just a mess. A mess that's due in 2 weeks and doesn't even have a plan lol I just want to stay home with my baby and not have anyone (clients) ask me when I will be returning to work.